I really pray hard that the lect is lenient in marking and is very generous in giving his marks to me ):
I really really hope I'll pass.
Please! ):
Anyway my super high fever last night was about 39.5 deg cel.
zzz.
I think my brain was fried.
Anyway this morning I quickly visited the doctor.
Din't get any better, I was puking and puking.
I was in the bus otw to school, and I was like "omggggg. i need to close my eyes. keep the puke in. keep the puke in. you have no urge to puke,a few more stops to go, puke later."
I prepared myself plastic bags, but puking in the bus still would disgust ppl right.
I managed to psycho myself all the way till I reach the school toilet.
Sigh ):
It really sucks to be gagging and puking an empty stomach.
Whatever I eat just comes out from my mouth.
zzz.
My friends were really caring ;(
Asking me to drink more water, get well soon, take cold baths, give me sweets...
*sniffs*
Thank you ;(
And my mum came over for dinner and she bought me liang teh and ban mian.
Helping me to separate half of the ban mian since I wont be able to finish.
then when I said the noodles were damn hard then she ask the maid to go cook again, make sure it's softer. then she asked the maid to add more water to the soup and put pepper.
She kept worrying that it won't have taste and ask me to put kimchi inside.
ZZZ.
But i told her no diff, got taste or no taste.
hahah.
Seeeeee, mum's love is so.....nice.
Nothing beats people caring for you when you're sick ;(
I cry for almost everything.
ZZZ.
Everytime I'm sick, I'll surely cry.
When people take care of me, I'll also cry.
You know, like very touched.
That's why sometimes when Mum/The dad who used to be a dad/Ben asks if I'm okay, I cry not because I'm feeling unwell (not totally) but cos I just feel like crying when people care for me.
ZZZZ.
Yes, yes....I'm a legendary cry baby.
Anyway my fever's not as high as before but my throat still hurts a lot and so does my neck.
My mouth is also hurting, the inner left cheek is like swollen or something.
Don't know what's wrong with me.
ZZZ
Anyway I better pass the maths since I suffered so much to go for it and even brought plastic bags during the exam + sat in front so in case I need to vomit I can hurry go out.
Plus, I better slim down from the super high fever.
Make me shiver like dog.
ZZZ.
