As in like immediately after I woke up.
Usually I just feel lazy and tired to get up....
But today I had this sudden I-miss-him-so-much feeling.
Then, I felt a little sad.
It's weird you know, such feelings.
So random and I remember the last time I got this feeling was when I broke up with someone and it's the kind of feeling you get the next morning.
Maybe it's cause I dreamt of Ben? (Although I don't remember)
I miss Ben ):
Quarrels make a relationship stronger?
It's like with each quarrel, I realise how much more Ben means to me?
(Not that we quarreled the night before! but yeah, we sort of quarreled during the weekends. but it was settled on the same day also (: so no worries! )
But I really should control my temper or emotions...I just let it run so wild everytime.
Plus I get really stubborn and all, I just refuse to budge although I know I should and I want to.
Urgh.
Sometimes I just hate myself when I get angry, it's like I'm blinded with anger.
That's why I'm really glad to have Ben.
He's so patient with me for so long....giving in and trying to make up while I just act like a brat.
Honestly, I would break up with or just walk away from myself.
Anyway, I shall try my best to change for the better!
I wouldn't want my emotions to get in the way...I shall be more rational.
On the bright side, we seldom quarrel so lucky me also!
And....the make-up hhll is awesome (;
Alright!
Enough said!
The other day we went to Prive Bakery & Cafe.
Had to settle my cravings for cakes and Ben being such a sweetie, searched for places for nice cakes...
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| Chocolate mousse with orangey filling. The orange taste balances the mousse, such that it's not so jelat. Quite nice actually! But it's a tad too sweet though! |
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| Hazelnut cake. the nicest of all we tried. |
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| Tiramisu. |
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| And a nice cup of cappucino to go with the cakes! |
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| A little wagon shop toy that I recently purchased at Taka. |
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| And how could I resist buying these cute minature cake sets? |
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| Would you like to join my tea party? |
Oh and I bought even more of these stuff today! And a set of mini wooden furniture which I intend to paint and sew cushions for! I wish I had a doll house! HAHAHA. I feel like making one actually. But ah, where do I put it??Ahhhh, Ben's room! HAHAHA. He'll kill me when he comes home. (Will post pics next time!) Omg, I should go to sleep now!!! I've got tuition at 9.30 in the morning tmr and I'm so going to regret this! Urgh! Anyway bye for now!
