Often, I wonder how Ben reads me so well.
It's either that or I'm really bad at the art of deception.
He's so sensitive to how I behave and speak when we have serious conversations. The small signs of everything... he can pick them up all so easily and complete the puzzle.
Things that I want to keep hidden or might not be too inclined to reveal is exposed as if I laid it out wide in the open.
Too sensitive, that he dreamt of me cheating on him when I barely even said anything to him?
Okay, not that I am cheating on him (serious!!!) but from our conversations on whatsapp, he seems to be able to decipher that something funny is going on with me.
How is that even possible? Honestly?
A natural ability, he claims and I can't help but agree more.
More often than not, he applies this natural ability of his on others as well.
Honestly, I don't think I am one that is easy to read.
Right?
Or I would believe so!
Serious conversations with him makes me want to laugh in the midst of it because the way he puts things out are like giving me slaps in my face.
HAHAHAHA.
So accurate, that I am ashamed of how I cannot put them into words myself but he was able to say it out without even trying so hard.
And most importantly, he wasn't even suppose to know all that!
HAHAHAHA
How could anyone know myself better than myself or read me like an open book!
And then again, he proudly proclaims "A goat doesn't know a goat but a dragon does".
(yeah, I'm the goat because of my zodiac and him being the dragon.)
So I'd find it hard to be cheating on him (if I ever have the intention in future..but don't worry my boy, i love you foreverzxzx) because I'll be so busted, I don't even know how.
HAHAHAH
Anyway after a good heart to heart talk, we must always end with a good HHLL (;
The end!
Okay not really the end!
We found our ideal itinerary for our Japan trip!
Now, I shall focus on saving money!!!!!
$_$
Oh and the other day, a few weeks ago, I had a dream that he was cheating on me with another girl.
The girl, being someone I really hated irl, was together with him.
My dream, in short:
We were in my house.
My mum saved me a muffin and asked Ben to give it to me.
I was angry that he was with the girl (and she was also in my house) and refused to take the muffin from him.
He scoffed and shot me some comments like "It's your loss" and proceeded to give the muffin to the girl!!!
OMG!!!
I was super sad and angry!
Like wth!!! My mum saved me that muffin and he gave it to another girl?!
And when I woke up, I told him the story and got angry with him because he cheated on me with the 'Muffin girl'.
HAHAHAHAH.
To which he said "You're angry because you din't get to eat the muffin right?"
And that's spot on! Because, I really was angry with the whole I dint eat the muffin part!!! (More than the cheating part, because he doesn't know her actually)
He knows me so well~~
The moral of this dream-story is that: Food is really important to me.
Like how I'd bake him cupcakes and give him a few.
But whenever the last cupcake in his fridge's gone, I'd be very upset because I din't eat the last one and blame him for not saving it for me.
The first time it happened, I exclaimed "Baby!!! The last cupcake is gone....(trying to sound sad that somebody else ate it instead, when it's actually meant for him)"
He said to me, "You're sad because you wanted to eat it right!"
HEH HEH.
I'm a terrible girlfriend. HAHAHAH
But thank you for being so patient with me, my love, as always!
I'm selfish like that when it comes to food.
Okay, I better go to bed now!
Pee pee first!
Goodnight!
