Thursday, May 24, 2012

Shortcomings.


Some pics from Mother's Day dinner!
We treated my mum to Sushi Tei at Taka!









Anyway!
I'm thinking maybe I could do away with the short trip overseas.
As much as I've been looking forward to it, things hasn't been going the way I want it to be.
I mean our friends couldn't take leave during that period, so it'd be left with only Ben and I.
Of course, I'm fine with us both only but I thought going to such places like Phuket will be more fun with more friends.
Ykwim? The activities that we intended to do like wide water rafting...etc.
So yeah, Ben's perfectly good with us both only but then I thought he would want his friends to go also.
Oh wells, maybe we could go to more romantic places then.
HAHAHAHA
But now, with our 2nd year anniversary coming up....I feel like it'll be tight on our budget?!
Mainly, MY budget.
I haven't been exactly going for tuition regularly because of my exams, and the student's holidays.
The downside of giving tuition is that there's no regular income.
Plus I've been wanting to visit USS again since I started playing RCT3.
HAHAHAHA
So it's either we go to USS and have a nice dinner, maybe a staycation?
Or we head to phuket + still have our nice dinner (which would be more expensive)
Okay, I haven't exactly discussed the plans with Ben cos he has been pretty busy with work and Diablo on the weekends.
HAHAHAH
I just don't want Ben to spend so much money cos our previous dinner date at The Cliff cost him $500.
He was fine with it but I was super xim tia.
This shows that I must control his finances in future.
HAHAHA
He is so willing to spend!!!!!
But I'm super cheapskate, I tell you.
What to do, being poor just makes me like that.

Anyway...all along, I've had much difficulty in making up my mind.
Seriously!
I am so bad at making decisions.
I mean, people like my sis will scold me for taking such a long time to decide.
E.g Once, I was choosing muffin baking cups at Diaso.
I took like super long and kept asking her over and over again which is better.
HAHAHAHA
And when she gives me an opinion, I'll say something nice about the other one to defend it.
HAHAHA
She'll be impatient and say "Just take what you want!"
But the thing is I don't know which one I want!
Both are nice! But I can't take both! But I don't know!!!!!
ZZZZ
So yeah.
I took super long there and I felt so bad cos my sis just stood there waiting for me to decide.

And especially when I go out for dinner with Ben or whatever, I hate to choose what I want to eat.
I mean the only decision that I'm clear in making for food, is for sushi.
HAHAHA
That, I have exactly what I want in mind.
However, for all others, it's just........I DONT KNOW.
So usually, I order whatever Ben orders or I get him to make decisions for me.
I'm just bad like that.
Don't even get me started on talking about shopping online.
HAHAHAHA

Anyway, I din't realise how bad I was until today, when I had to buy ziploc bags to act as disposable piping bags....
I stood in front of the ziploc section for like 20 minutes + to decide which one I should buy.
I took one box, then think, and returned it. Took another, stared at it and decided that the previous one was better. Then, when I take the previous one, I see that eh, maybe this OTHER one would be better. And it just keeps going in a cycle.
OMG.
I was so frustrated with myself for being so indecisive!!
And when I finally took one box and walked away, I went back to stare at the others.
HOLY SHIT.
I seriously think I've got a major decisions-making problem.

I've got so many shortcomings, no joke.
Like how I am so bad at directions.
Even if I'm around my area, I'd often take the wrong bus because I assumed it'd be correct.
Countless of times, I've dragged Ben along with me to take the wrong bus because I argued that since it's my area I'm super familiar with it (and I'm super stubborn and insistent). HAHAHAH. Ben disagrees with the directions that I give usually, but he just gives in. HAHAAHHA. Because! He trusts ME kkkzxzx!
But I just let him down, he's right to not believe me.
HAHAHAH

Okay such a horribly long post with words, words, words.
It must be a bore to read. But if you actually read it, it's not! Right?! By reading till here, it has proven that it was interesting enough for you to read till here.
HAHAHA
Okay bye.
RCT3 time!!!