But heh heh, I'm much better now.
I get all sad and negative whenever ben isn't around because I feel so lost.
Kinda dislike how I become when I'm without him...but he would always tell me that if i don't depend on him, i wouldn't need him, and we wouldn't be together.
So I'm really glad to have Ben.
I was feeling so lost on Saturday I was crying, but messaging him where we should meet.
He said I sound funny so he replied "Stay where you are and I'm coming over to hug you now."
*sniffs*
I love my baby boy.
He's always so sweet and sensitive to my feelings.
But of course, it ended well (;
(In case you dint get the wink, we had damn good HHLL. HAHAHAH. kidding)
Anyway the good thing is I lost weight!!
According to 4 people that is.
HAHAHA YAY!
Whenever Ben is in camp, I'll lose weight!
But when he's out I gain my weight back. ZZZ!
Cos we go on eating spreeesss!
We went Ikea to search for inspirations for his new house!
And of course a trip there would mean that we have to eat meatballs!!!
My boy was so hungry he wanted to eat it from the tray!!!
Meatballs pasta. The sauce is so diluted, it's like it's made from Prego canned sauce.
The wings were so damn good!
Meatballs!!! It's so meaty I love it when it's with jam. Tastes so good! I'm salivating as I type this!
Chocolate mousse. Not bad actually, and it's only 90 cents! It's quite light but rich? Does it make sense?
Raspberry cheesecake. Not very nice! I dislike the base and the cheese is mild!
Anyway Ben moved to his popo's house at Holland temporarily!
And meet Coco!
She's so cute but she's actually very old already!
I really like her although she drools and barks whenever we eat. ZZZ
I love this picture because Coco looks so curious! I want to hold coco and follow her around right now!!
She kept following me around to sniff my feet and she started barking at me. It was about 2 am in the morning somemore! I got scared and hurry went to wash my feet cos I thought she thought that my feet were food! And she kept following me even to the toilet and I got really scared and I kept asking ben to save me. Then ben told me to just let her smell. HAHAHAHA. So I did and then she stopped following me. ZZZ. I mean I love Coco but whenever she barks at me I get scared. I'm a noob.
OH!!! AND I ABSOLUTELY LOVE HER TAIL!!! IT'S SO DAMN CUTE!!! CUTEST THING EVER!!! I kinda want to have a tail like that.
She looks so cute walking away. Like exploring the house on her own, over and over again.
Anyway I've quit Berrylite!
The pay is so low anyway, but at least I made many friends (:
Plus school is reopening which sucks!
Urgh!
And my bridging course timing is so dumb!
3.00 - 6.30. WTH!!
even on Saturdays!
SIM is already beginning to suck before it officially starts.
Can see that from the way they handle applications anyway.
ZZZ.
Shall try my best to enjoy school and make new friends.
Shall try my best to enjoy school and make new friends.
Hopefully!
I want to make new friends!!
heh heh.
I want to know the school schedule!
Hopefully in Sept exams would have ended cos Ben would be having block leave and that means we might be able to go on a short trip!
To bangkok maybe!
